Such a hard thing to remember – that God sent us nothing but angels to help us experience Who We Are in this lifetime.
I was reading Walsch’s children’s book The Little Soul and the Sun and in this book God tells the little soul who wants to have a body so it can experience itself as the One Who Forgives to remember that God sent him nothing but angels to help him. The point of it is that even the people who come and do things that are hard or that we call bad are doing it not because they are bad but because they have agreed to lower their vibration to allow them to do this thing so that we can experience ourselves the way in which we came into this lifetime to experience ourselves.
The language gets a little convoluted in explaining this but the statement – I have sent you nothing but angels – keeps coming into my mind. Perhaps because there are people in my life with whom I am struggling. Marriage is hard. Friends who are no longer friends can be hard. The things that people do that can be hurtful are hard. The lying. The cheating. The stealing. The self absorption. The unkindness. We encounter these things throughout our days and lifetimes to varying degrees. The question for me is to how to let this stuff go and not sit in disappointment, anger, resentment – whatever the feeling is. For me, the feeling I struggle with the most is disappointment.
But I read this book and the statement I have sent you nothing but angles keeps coming to mind and it is helping me to release some things I have been holding onto from my childhood, broken relationships etc. To know that perhaps we agreed that this person would do something that would allow me to experience myself as a person who forgives. Or a person who is kind. And then likewise, that I have agreed to do things that my mind would judge to be bad in order to help someone else on their journey.
I’m not sure what the Truth is. I do know that it feels better to believe that God has sent me nothing but angels. I am learning to forgive other souls. I am learning to forgive myself.